blogging away

So what’s up with me blogging often lately? Stress reliever siguro. Kapag nasusulat ko kasi yung nasa isip ko, it actually helps me to keep things out of my head. Haay... it's not my fault that I think too much, or is it? Whatever it is, I feel good about myself once I put my thoughts into words. I guess it’s not much of a problem for me, writing is love anyway.

Anyway, back to the topic of me blogging. What’s there to ponder on? Oh, I know. School and the works. Tons of workload, upcoming exams (both oral and written), a lot more research projects and dying social life. Well, I don’t have the typical I-go-to-the-biggest-parties-and-get-drunk social life. What I am referring to here is the simple family-and-friends social life. I don’t get to go home, stay in the dorm for most of the time, and neither do I get to spend time with my friends (excluding blockmates). Kung wala si Bri at Dianne na palagi ko na kasama each day para magpatawa at makadamay ko sa mga hirap ng subjects in school, malamang malala na ang pagkabaliw ko.

My recent thoughts? Well, I’m really trying to patch things up with my friend since sometime in the past, nagkaroon ng misunderstandings. Pero hindi pa rin nagbubunga yung efforts ko. I’ve tried asking her out for bondings or just a plain dinner but I guess school work is getting in the way. And maybe love life too. And I’m hoping I could be with her again. I just miss what we had. I don’t even know what’s new with her life anymore. Well, siguro hindi pa rin ako sanay na hindi updated sa buhay niya. Kahit matagal tagal na rin since last time nagkwento siya. If you happen to read this, please don’t get me wrong. I’m not accusing you of anything, nor am I blaming you for not making kwento anymore. I have my share of the blame anyway. I guess I’m just saying that if you want to patch things up, which I really am hoping you are too, sana you can exert effort in any way din. I know I’m doing my part, sana you will too. Please, let’s just at least try to be the way we were before, despite hectic schedules and workloads. I’m really willing to sacrifice a little just so I can prove to you na sincere ako sa efforts ko na magkaayos tayo. Mahirap pero I know na gagawa ako ng way kahit busy kasi mas important sa kin yung pinagsamahan natin kesa sa kahit ano pang school thing.

Haay… this is getting a little bit too cheesy. Well, I don’t care anyway. At least gumaan pakiramdam ko from keeping this in my head for almost a week now.

sophomore life - so far so good?

sobrang nakakagago talaga maging estudyante sa ateneo. hindi dahil di maganda ung school o di rin dahil sa mga tao dito dito. it's more of the workload ng mga estudyante. exage promise. demanding professors at sunud-sunod na exams, lalo na ngayon na papalapit na ang exams week. kaso sabi ng mga upperclassmen, wala pa daw to sa darating pang subjects. *hint hint*

and what makes things worse for a JGSOM sophomore? ACCOUNTING. ayun un eh! shoot. at dahil sa accounting, bumibisita na ko sa MAGIS, nakilala ko na si sir julia at umuupo kung kelan ako free para makinig sa tutor. masaya naman ang tutorial center, friends mo ang mga katulad mong gustong matapos na ang pahirap na subject na un. at proud akong sabihin na dumagdag ang social capital ko dahil sa accounting. nakakatawa dahil ironic. weh.

hay. sana po matapos na ang mga kabaliwang ito. theo orals next week at 4 exams the week after that. 2 in a day, one the next day and accounting sa last day as a cherry on top. good luck naman sa akin.

christmas break and holidays :)

Finally, an update. This blog is so boring already

Starting the Christmas break, I went to Enchanted Kingdom with Bri's friends. It was Me, Bri, Abi, Burns, Mj and Jerome who went to enjoy our vacation. Too bad Arjay and Joey weren't able to go though. Anyway, we got there around 3pm and stayed until 12 to watch the fireworks display. We had a fun fun time together.

Anyway, I was happy during Christmas and New Year. I got to be with my family and relatives on Christmas day and New Year. It was that time of the year that my relatives get together for a reunion. On Christmas, we went to Greenhills, Policarpio st. and Baywalk. On New Year, we went to Parañaque and Cavite to visit relatives.

Also, Bri and I spent our 15th month on New Year. It was the best way to start the year! We're looking forward to more days, months and years together. It was so great that I got to spend another Christmas with him too. It was so worth it.

During the break, roomie stick and I went to register for the upcoming elections. Gaah. We went back to the comelec ofc for 4 days! Ohwell, at least we still got to register. Whew!

This year, more things are to be expected of me. I'll push myself to my limit in terms of academics. I need to make up for the lazy days I've had last year and be the best I could be. Need to have better grades and they're all for God, my family, myself, and no one else.

Also, I'd like to thank my friends for being a great part of my life for the years that have passed, especially last year. To my course blockmates, English blockmates, high school classmates, S F and new friends, thanks for being there during my good and bad times. I love you all.

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hell weeks are here!

But although i may sound or seem excited about it, i really am not. Duh! Who gets excited about tons of workload anyway? None. That i'm sure.

Anyway, sleepless nights  (well more often i guess) are here again. Tons of work for accounting and law are coming for us. And yes, there are more subjects requiring just a little less load than the two earlier mentioned. Readings and more readings. it seems never ending already. But since i just have to deal with them, there's no better way to do so but just have a ready big smile

spread over my tired and sleepy face.

My motivation? This infamous quote: "Remember: stressed is just desserts spelled backwards!"

Lastly, i'm just happy to be dealing with all the work amidst my friends and family. I heart them.